My birthday was shitty. EVERYTHING that could go wrong went wrong. It was just a horrible day. Actually, it was a horrible week. I dunno, everything just sucks right now. I am trying to keep it together and not be sad, but it is hard. I don't make a lot of money. It is impossible to save. I feel like I will never get where I want to go.
Jackie and I still haven't hung out...we are supposed to tomorrow, but we'll see. The more I think about it, I realize there really isn't anything I can do. She needs to figure out for herself what kind of situation she is in, and the BF will always be more important than me, so I should just stop thinking about it. Whatever...she will figure it out, and I will be there for her when she does, I just hate being second to such a douche bag. I'm gonna stop talking about it cause i'm going to get more pissed.
What else...hmm...I really don't know. I don't know what to write. I have no good news. Alright, I'm gonna get back to work...
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