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Today is one of those working all day days. Work from 8:30-12:30 then work from 5:00pm-9:00pm. Its cool though, i'm trying to figure out which movie I want to watch at work tonight. I have that new Jennifer Aniston one...maybe I'll watch that. I'd also like to watch 2012. Might freak me out a little though.

I dunno, i've been feeling a little off lately. Not myself I guess. I haven't really felt myself since the trip..i can't remember if it was on the trip or once I got home. Either way, I kind of hate it. I'm all paranoid and worried again about stupid shit. Stuff that doesn't really matter but at the same time gets to me. Something in my life really fucked me up to the point where I overthink everything that happens to me. I wish I could stop...and I really did get better with it, until recently. I feel like I'm back where I was.

I wish I was one of those people who ooze with self confidence. Not necessarily conceited, but I wish I felt better about myself. Heh, I recently hung out with someone who was kinda on the conceited side, and while he is pretty cool, it was kind of amusing to watch. I can't even fathom how some people can think that everyone loves them or everyone will be in love with them. I can't even think about anyone liking me or wanting to be around me, haha. It's a total 180, but I suppose both having no self confidence and having TOO MUCH self confidence can be equally as bad.

Ok, its time to pack up the laptop...work is almost over.